They Got A Point Though : Both Side of the Story

Well, as a kid who grew up in 90’s X-Men animation is one of those defining moments of my childhood, along with Power Ranger and anime. So the new X-Men 97 is an event I don’t wanna miss. And boy the first 2 episodes is a blast. On point on characterization, story and continuity from the original show. As a fan I’m delighted by this.

Sure X-Men, story about minority and misfit always have controversy, but this is amplified by folds due to the SJW and political correctness of today’s. And again, it’s became a debate, war and tiring conversation. In the old days, the minority didn’t have access to share their thoughts and ideas, but now social media and acceptance form society, the theme of X-Men is an all-out brawl between conservative, liberalist, homophobic, LGBTQA and almost everyone who enjoys pop culture.

Usually, the idea or story about minority (in this case X-Men) usually is being analyzed and brought to controversy by conservative and being countered by the “opposition” and thus created quite a civilized discussion. But nowadays, like I mentioned before, all-out brawl of idea, where everyone express their idea, even without basic knowledge or competency, and even sometimes people prefer the opinion of the most popular rather than the most competent one (like in the book The Death of Expertise: The Campaign Against Established Knowledge and Why it Matters by Tom Nichols). No wonder most people prefer to consume, movie or book or anything, but stay away from the fandom due to the toxicity and hostility.

There’s a scene in the episode when Cyclops visor get knocked down so he can’t use his optic blast (if he use it, he will hurt everyone because he can’t control the blast) so he gets beaten by the anti-mutant assassin (sort of, named X-cutioners) and this assassin reason to hate mutant is being labeled by the minority (in this case LGBTQA) as stupid, phobic and can not be toleratred. If you agree with his statement, you’re part of the problem.

But is it? I know in this story, the allegory of mutant as representation of minority, is being hunted, chased down, killed, even government created Sentinel, giant robot, to exterminate mutant, thus minority put themselves in the extreme position that they need to do “anything” in order to survive. Sadly this extreme method is kinda like Magneto way of thinking before he joins X-Men. This “pro-active” and “responsive” approach makes human fear and loath mutant, despite what human, at least the human that try to exterminate mutant, do. Because not every human hate and fear mutant. This is what I believe, violence is a vicious cycle that can’t be broken with violence, it needs the opposite of it, in this eye for eye scenario, it won’t be over until everyone is blind.

But this Magneto approach is considered cool, edgy and effective by today’s minority. Since they believe that the soft way is ineffective, futile and lost cause, especially in today’s instant gratification era. This us vs them dichotomy is, if you ask me, just a shortcut or short term to make the cause seems relevant, effective and swift.

And this approach came with a hefty price if you ask me, you divide anyone as either you’re with us or against us. Life is not as simple as black and white, and divide people into this only limited your prospect to gain allies, supporter or swing voter. And that is exactly what happened when you became too extreme. Those people will choose the alternative.

Imagine why most man didn’t like feminism, most feminist identified man as evil, if not all man is evil. So what do you think will happen? Did they expect after they insult all men they expect a support from man? This is just like Hollywood movie insult their audience as sexist, homophobic, leftist, etc and then they blame their audience when their movie with their agend is flopped. What do you expect? This is not they way because like I mentioned, you alienated the rest of the group that you’re expecting to support you by insulting all of them. You lost the neutral, the swing voter, the people that might aid your cause.

I admit, taking a more extreme way is cool. In X-Men stories, the way Cyclops became a revolutionist is one of the best character development IMHO, and I once wrote about his departure from a good man into a revolutionist. From a boy scout-teacher’s pet-good boy kinda thing, evolved into a revolutionist that even Wolverine respected (and loathed due to his method to employ any mutant as solder) and Magneto followed. Cyclops evolution is earned due to his journey. He, as “leader” of X-Men and sometimes mutant in general, witness that no matter what they do human in general see them as a threat.

In his evolution, he saw Avengers fought them in fear of Cyclops believe’s that Hope Summers will be the Phoenix host and savior didn’t worth the risk (in the end Hope became Phoenix host just like Cyclops believe and Cyclops killed Prof. X in the process of this stupid story). He saw that government see mutant as a threat that must be exterminated (they built Sentinel to killed mutant). He saw religion, in this case Christianity, labelled them as abomination, lesser human and needed to be exterminated. Every step he took in faith betray him, betray mutant, that’s why he choose the extreme way. Even when mutant moves to Mars, human still hate them.

In the end, Cyclops story abruptly ended when Marvel reset the story into Krakoan era. Where Prof X and Magneto knew the future and decided to have all mutant concentrated in one island Krakoa, and also in Mars, invited all mutant to join and created a nation of mutant. And in show force, they show the power of mutant and that they are “better” than human and willing to share the medicine to cure almost every sickness if human welcome and allow them to co-exist. This act created a new threat for mutant when human join and created counter-measure or to be exact, a kill team to end mutant.

This is actually good, but the fact they put themselves as better than human, they created a target on evey mutant. Every human will think that mutant is dangerous, a threat, a risk that needs to mitigated. Even Dr. Doom, one of the “neutral” force in Marvel which usually become villain, knows that their way is flawed and risky.

There are both side of every story. Maybe you think you’re the hero in your story. But you also can be villain in others. Just like history is written by the winner, but sometimes along the way we can learn that it’s not true and we can learn from the opposite because everything has a point. Or in everything, there will be a good or bad thing about it. We should choose the better one, or at the very least, learned to make the best of what available. I know it sucks to accept that what we don’t believe as true, but that’s how the world works.

And back to that scene in X-Men, X-cutioners have a point, a good one. That is what the rest of the world or every one in the world feels. We all have it hard, we all fought a different battle. So please be kind and try to make the world a better place by respect every one, along with their believes, creed, etc. Don’t put yourself in pedestal or pretend to be better, in everything, in burden, in battle, in lost, etc. To think that every one has to support you, to accept you. People, or human needs time to learn the truth, and your action, the extreme one is making people don’t care about your story, your struggl. They see you as an annoyance, evena threat to status quo or peace or anything. Changes is hard to accept, but changes is the only constant thing in this world, but pushing it doesn’t make the changes will be faster or better.

So, please learned the error of mutant. I know minority have it hard, and usually became victim on injustice. But do realize, just because you hurt, it doesn’t make you right. Or at least to pretend that you’re good and everyone that doesn’t agree with you is bad. Like I said, the world doesn’t operate in black or white, right or wrong, even the so called truth is never on the end of the spectrum but usually somewhere in the middle. Or in Islamic teaching, too much of everything is never a good thing. It has to be proportionate, balance, there are both side of the story. Maybe you can learn a thing or two by learn what others think.

Silent Majority Has Spoken, Some of You Need to Touch Some Grass ^_^

This is just my gibberish thought seeing the result of the election. It’s only my thoughts and if it offended you…either you don’t open for another point of view or something.Write another piece and tell me the link, I might read it and have fun seeing others point of view. So, last Valentine day, my country is having an election. Not just presidential but also regional and senatorial and all that Jazz. The highlight is the presidential which pit 3 candidates, these people, which of all people this is the best they could come up with?

Let me explain why I despise those candidates. Number 1. Anies have the experience to become education minister and his job IMHO is not significant. Then he became Jakarta’s governor with riding hatred and religious sentiment wave, which is an interesting story altogether. The recap is: the incumbent Jakarta governor at that time, Ahok, a Chinese descendant and Catholic A.K.A minority have slip of tongue and misquoted to defile Quran regarding the verse which said that Moslem should choose Moslem leader and not people of different faith. This thing blows out of proportion and somehow portrayed as an attack to Islam thus people all over Indonesia flocked and strike to make Ahok lost the governor election.

Interesting due to the fact that Ahok satisfaction and performance index is good but his electoral is bad due to this issue (he is not Moslem and that “issue”). Anies riding the wave and portrayed as savior and protector of Islam, even blessed by approval from Front Pembela Islam (or FPI, a hardcore and more like and like vigilante but in religious weird kinda way that try to uphold Islamic value but in most cases you can pay them to do “anything” so yeah…sketchy group). Bottom-line, Anies created this schism or void to fill with divide and conquer and created tension between hard headed “radical” Islam with casual, liberal and non-Moslem. A situation that still lingers until now. And you know what, Prabowo from number 2 also a heavy promoter and supporter of Anies in this campaign. Try search cebong and kampret to see how the damage is done.

The scars of that schism still live until now. Many stupid stories like friends ended, family cracked because they have different choices. And you won’t believe how crazy this thing went down, a friend of mine didn’t get a job because he didn’t support Anies and all that crazy shenanigan. As a guy who didn’t care about politics, seeing this is really making me…sick in some way. So yeah, Anies and Prabowo who use this coward tactic is on my black list. Identity politic is kinda low, even for my lower than low moral standard.

Also the fact that they use religion as selling point is kinda like showing that you didn’t have any idea or agenda to be sold to the masses to support, which is weird since Anies is a darling in intellectual sphere. He is the go to by academia, intellect or any other “superior” or elite society and educated people. So he have the idea and program or proposal. But as a guy who works for more than 10 years, idea is one thing, execution is another thing. Sure knowing is half of the battle, but a political promise or any promises or proposal that is too good to be true is usually…too good to be true. Anies is social justice warior darling and influencer, which makes my timeline is filled with him and them (though mostly on Twitter).

Sure people said shoot for the stars and if you miss at least you might land on the moon or some shit like that, but I had enough of people like this in working space and politics. Just like office politic, usually the asshole is the winner or the one who get promoted while those who try to do the right thing either became rock in the river (not flowing and stuck) or became stepping stone for those people to climb the ladder. So sorry if to me, Anies is no action talk only type of person for me. Sure he might be smarter and better than me, but his action (or lack thereof) is what makes me didn’t vote for the guy.

He drive the religion wave, became “martyr” or a saint to be exact, even have blessing and approval from some ulama or religious clerks and he seize it for his victory. After he won Jakarta election, he might show that he actually not too Islamic or one sided but he never said sorry for his action (no politician would admit their “mistakes” but some spin it, he just didn’t, at least for me). Also he kinda…glory hunter, all of his “achievement” is his, not team or even all the accomplishment of previous leader tend to be…erased or something, so another no from me. Also his vice candidates came from Islam party that kinda…to obvius to be a suggestion from his supproter.

Number 2, I already said that Prabowo is one of those people also use same tactics like Anies with identity politic? Yeah he also a no go for me. Also prabowo is one of the authority that responsible for coup de tat and 1998 riot (a grim history of Indonesia where in the riot, most Chinese descendant is robbed, burned alive, raped, and any cruelty that humanity can do). He also accused to kidnap some activist and they never showed up. So yeah, again even for my low morality standard, he is a no go.

Sure his vice is son of Jokowi, the incumbent and once saw as hope for Indonesia. But his candidacy is also problematic. He could became candidacy because his father bend the law and makes the requirement suitable for him. And Jokowi is said to be cunning, ruthless, evil and mastermind that would do anything to maintain his power. Kinda shocking knowing his political enemy always say he is not capable, stupid, good for nothing…so jokes on them? Bottom-line, number 2 is not for me.

What about number 3? Well, to be honest, number 3 always said that Jokowi is a bad person that betrayed his political party and always do unjust act for them..which is weird since number 3 and his supporter actually in the same party and government, in fact they are the authority. So to be blunt, they are broken hearted party that didn’t invited by Jokowi into his new party. Also the fact that Megawati, the so-called leader of political party always put her figure above everyone else, even Jokowi as the most prominent and important figure in Indonesia, which makes me kinda fed-up with her, and her party and everything about her ha ha. Though number 3 vice is a good person if you ask me but still, no go.

So, none of them is good enough for me. I almost abstain and didn’t vote but my son is excited and since it is holiday to vote. I vote and I vote the lesser evil, the devil I know, which is number 3 ha ha. And for other senate or region, I choose people that I most familiar with. I guess all those baliho is actually working😅. And from the quick count, it blows my mind and everyone else. Prabowo lead with a very big margin. Which is crazy if you ask me.

This phenomenon is a wake-up call for those people who lives in the bubble who believe that what they see is the only and right thing to do or follow (in this case Anies supporter). Sure to be honest, Anies is king on Twitter (SJW haven), while Prabowo lead in Tiktok and Meta while Ganjar is…somewhere in the middle but he is the incumbent authority so kinda funny to see him on third position.

One thing that makes me (and probably others) fed-up with Anies is his supporter always position themselves as high and mighty. The beacon of truth, ideal and just. The answer of all Indonesia’s problem, like I mentioned before, a savior, messiah. And everyone who didn’t vote for Anies is dumb, ignorant, stupid and other degrading insult. Did they think they can get sympathy, let alone to influence people to vote for Anies with this attitude? Seriously, maybe they think the alliance of SJW, Moslem hardline and intellectual will makes Anies win? Maybe, at least that is what Twitter feed them in timeline. They ridicule everyone who vote for Prabowo, even Ganjar. I fed up with this attitude, and apparently also everyone else. Also K-Pop stan supporting him and treat him as an idol, kinda weird to see people treat politician (one of the wors type of people) as an idol.

If they say Indonesian are stupid, then they don’t understand Indonesian. If they don’t understand, how can they teach? This is why their holy war to educate Indonesian failed. They put themselves above the rest, seeing the world below them from their ivory tower, bubble world and lost touch with grass root. They say infrastructure that Jokowi built is pointless, for them, new capital is dumb, etc. Maybe for them who live in the city with all the facilities, privileges and access to information, work, opportunity, etc. What about people in the remote area? This pointless infrastructure bring something to them, an access, a hope for whatever worth that is.

Sure give a man a fish is stupid, we should teach them how to fishing. But if they don’t eat, they can’t think or have any power to do anything. Yes it is a short cut and not feasible for the future, but people need to survive, and maybe that is what they need at the moment. After their basic need to survive is filled, then we move on to another stage. Please don’t think that everyone is as privileged as you. Some even don’t have access to internet.

They said that if Prabowo win, they rather fled from Indonesia (to where exactly? And they think they will be accepted?), Indonesia will enter the Dark Age (aren’t we already?), the death of democracy (what is democracy anyway? Seriously?), the began of oligarchy (isn’t Indonesia always been oligarchy? From kingdom or sultan age, Soeharto’s reign, Megawati’s reign, etc?). Bottom-line, nothing new and original. As if replace existing with Anies and everything will change? Sorry I’m too jaded to believe that, I prefer Indonesia went to war-lost-starting new and cut the previous generation. The root cause is too much and maybe to replace with something new is easier (that’s why Elon Musk prefer to terraform Mars and start new colony rather than fix Earth ha ha). So yeah I’m not buying the whole Messiah stuff.

Honestly, this is might be deja-vu with the time Donald Trump won U.S. election and what I wrote in this blog still implies at this moment. Crazy ha ha. And just like that election, sure Trump is bad but at least he didn’t wage war on another country like Biden now (crazy huh?). The situation of Anies also kinda like when Obama won election. People said the air feels different, this is the new era, etc but after honeymoon over, not much change eh? And that’s why I don’t buy the change in election. Sure I’m apathic but also realistic.

So, bleak and gloom future for Indonesia? Somehow I have the glimpse of positivity, even if nothing gonna change (much) no matter who wins the election. I believe most people need momentum to do something drastic and that’s why election is important for most people (especially Anies supporter). I also believe that each candidate and everyone will try their best (even if it’s failed in the future or succeed) to improve Indonesia. So I just hope after the stupid election passed. Everyone will colab to bring a better tomorrow for Indonesia.

PS: Yes I’m kinda hate Anies and it’s supporter, sorry for that, I even kinda wished Prabowo win to makes them feel defeated, humbled or teach to touch some grass. Please change the attitude a little and maybe in the second round, more people will vote for him. I admit his program like I mentioned before, is good. So please tone down the insult. Because I think the “cebong-kampret” at the moment is replaced with “intelect-dumb”…which is actually same song different album. Indonesia need to be united. If you can’t accept Anies lost, make him and his party opposition, do check and balance. As a guy who gives no $hit to politic just make Indonesia better.

Secondhand Serenade…Not That Band Though

I always have soft spot for secondhand goods, even since early days. I remember I bought my friend’s toys that already not continued or not exist in department store or I bought my friend Sega Saturn back in high school, because Sega Saturn already dead in 2000 and also I always love to play Virtua Fighter, Virtual On and Daytona (arcade action is always my forte). Even earlier than that, I love went to garage sales to find something interesting.

I don’t know why, but I always considered those goods have sentimental value, history and even the term preloved is something that I always have some strong feeling. Seriously, not all secondhand goods is in pristine condition, some are downright ugly or beaten up he he. But still, to find something so rare is actually kinda….fulfilling? Oddly satisfying probably.

I love to go to flea market to do some treasure hunt ha ha. Seriously it is fun. But since the birth of thrift shop culture, and that annoying Macklemore & Ryan Lewis song “Thrift Shop”, somehow the price of secondhand goods kinda jacked up to the point of ridiculous. Still I do this treasure hunt activity in my spare time (even if it’s rare nowadays), especially if I manage to find a good deal.

source from Kompas

Somehow I realize that this hobby of mine to buy secondhand goods is might be like something in me holding on to the old days, the good old days, probably. It’s not like the past is better or something, but I love the idea of the old days where a specific item is specific to that purpose which the item is made in the first place. Like a watch or wristwatch to be exact, in the old day, a watch is just a watch, a specific item created to the sole purpose of telling time. Yes along the way watch is evolved into something more than just an item to tell time, it became fashion statement, and now even became cellphone replacement (smart watch). But even though the evolution or abomination turned watch into something else, to me the essence is to tell time. That is why I have soft spot for vintage watch. The simplicity just refreshing to me, though I appreciate that cellphone basically an all-rounder gadget that works quite perfectly (camera, phone, MP3 player, computer, etc.) but somehow I always love a simple gadget that works perfectly for that one specific task.

As if an item or as an analogy, a person, is good enough if it or he/she is good at the thing he/she meant to be, or he/she aspired to be. As a HR, I prefer specialist rather than jack of all trades, but sadly the world is prefer person that could do everything, a generalist. It serves more purposes and more useful but still deep down I prefer specialist. Maybe that’s why I love team sport where someone is good enough if he could do one thing but do it right, like Goal Keeper or center beck or defensive player. Or a chef that specialized in one dish (Asian, Indonesian or Europe). Maybe it’s some sort of inferior complex or something? Who knows ha ha. Maybe because the do-everything gadget is either sucks, subpar or just wastes battery more than specific use gadget (that’s why more people bought DAP or digital audio player to play music rather than using cellphone).

But come to think about it, the good old days is probably what makes me have soft spot for it. Like the concept of belonging, or ownership. Today’s kid doesn’t familiar with that concept. They didn’t buy thing, they rent it. We can pretend we buy song, album or movie from itunes or amazon but really we don’t have “it”. Yes we have ownership of the song, album or movie that we “buy” but if something happens with itunes, amazon or anything (even buy games from Steam) that provided as with that “content”, the things we “have” actually lost (though sometimes provider let us download the content we have before shutdown.

But the things we have is still under the ownership of those provider “actually”, the provider have all the control of that content. Example, some movies is censored due to the inappropriate things that once considered normal but for today’s standard considered offensive (woke agenda?) like when I watch cartoon from 40’s, some of the content is either cut or the film itself is gone from streaming like 40’s Donald Duck movie from Disney+. Or the skin of your character you bought is can’t be used anymore because the license is over between the provider and that specific brand (example skin of Batman in Fortnight or something like that). This rarely happens with physical copy of content because you bought it as it is. It’s yours and you can do anything with it (remember the time Microsoft have backlash when they think it’s a good idea to make physical copy with specific registration so when a friend borrow your game CD, they can’t play it because it’s already registered as yours? Hilarious and scary at the same time. Glad gamer unite and protest this). Or the fact that one of my favorite cover version of Bjork’s “Hyperballad” by Indonesian Band Mocca somehow didn’t available in Spotify due to the copyrights issue though the rest of the album that song previously contained is there, kinda sacrilegious if you ask me. Looking at this, sadly piracy in some way is an act of preservation of content because if the provider is gone, the content most likely also gone, that’s where piracy came to the rescue ha ha. Piracy provides us with a way to consume or play with the content that we can’t consume anymore. Seriously, physical copy is more reliable (DVD has 4k image that required good and stable internet to match and bonus content that mostly lost in streaming era), what you buy is the definitive edition that can’t be censored he he, also you can rent, lend, even sell your physical copy since it’s yours anyway.

Back to the secondhand goods, the weird thing is, modern society always preach about conservation, longevity or go green and that’s why secondhand is also an act to made the environment better in some way, also to save money. Kinda weird that antique or old things usually lasting longer, as if they are created to be used for a long time. I mean, my first android phone (android 2.1) basically useless as a smart  phone, I can only use it as feature phone,  mp3 player or offline gadget (Wi-Fi only) since the OS is not supported anymore by android, just like my old iPhone that stuck on iOS 7 and suffer the same fate as my first android (almost offline gadget). But my PS2 still alive and kicking, my music CD still good and my neighbor’s old Timor car still works perfectly (google that car, interesting history and kinda an end to new order era in Indonesia ha ha).

Other things about secondhand is…this is rather personal and sentimental, is the fact that they taught me that things can last if you take care of it. Just like old car, old gadget, relationship, feeling and all those small things that makes life worthwhile could be savor, preserved or passed to the next generation. Sure some things will be obsolete, but some things can have revival (like vinyl or fashion) so secondhand is like a reminder that things can last, even if my cynical thought always believe that nothing good can last…but that means nothing bad can last also…this predicament conundrum is my act of resistance to the mortality or temporary existence ha ha.

Maybe things could last if we maintain it…hopefully

So yeah, I love secondhand goods, I love to hunt it, use it and keep it. I hope that modern gadget or equipment can at the very least, still usable in the future. I wonder if I buy iPod nano todays, is that thing still works? Or maybe I bought PS Vita and use it as emulator for other console ha ha.

It’s Not Like I didn’t care, I just didn’t show it

Recently, I have a nice and insightful conversation with my friend regarding mental health. She have experienced some burden, some baggage that might explode. To make it more subtle, she decided to ended things…many things. But unlike most people who pretend to have mental issue and use it for content or to make engagement on social media, she decided to go to professional. An admirable effort knowing most people deny to have mental issue because it makes them “weak”, vulnerable or even in some case, borderline crazy, some people use mental issue like a badge of honor for attention or clout in social media nowadays sadly. I hope her visit to therapy would make her better and hopefully no medicine needed.

image using DALL-E3

Before you came at me regarding why I against using medicine to ease mental health, I tell you why I against it. My son is a child with ADHD and at the moment he is on the path to make him more focus and calm. Thank God my wife didn’t accept the suggestion of using medicine because one of my son friend (also a child with ADHD) use it and he went into state of dumbfounded, daydream or even drunk-catatonic. Seriously, to see a child once so active somehow became…quiet to the verge of sleep but not sleeping is kinda ugly sight to behold. And this medicine also have addictive potential. No wonder most people with mental issue have addiction to their medicine….but seek professional advice and have second or even third opinion regarding this to ensure the medicine is in proper dosage or usage.

Back to the topic, I don’t wanna talk about mental issue since I can’t do justice for it, though I suspect my son ADHD is an amplification from me. If you know me, I usually carry a pen just to play with it. At first I thought just to kill time but I just realize that I needed distraction to make me more focus. Like I needed white noise, radio, TV or song to occupy myself into more focus. Maybe I also have ADHD but somehow I manage to control it. Hope my son can learn to focus his anxiety into something like I did.

And that’s what happened to gen Z at the moment. Over-stimulant from music, social media, lights, etc makes them hard to focus. They needed validation and too many consideration from outside of themselves. With too many stimulant, it’s hard to differentiate noises and voices, what is more important, what is bring more benefit, etc.

I once have a F#%K ratio theory that when we were young, we gave f#%k to many things, even the least important things. We give f#%k what people think of us, why some people don’t like us, even petty things like celebrity gossip or which one is better, iOS or android, etc. And as I grew older, I don’t have many f#%k left to give. So I just give a f$#k to what is important to me, the hell with others think or say. My neighbor could be serial killer or Satan worshipper and don’t care if they kept their darkest secret from themselves and stay away from my family. Maybe it’s just me channeling my energy to something that is “more important” to me.

At least that’s what I believe, I have no more f*$k left to give until I realize from my conversation with my friend, that I actually do care, I just don’t show it or even numb myself in order for me to keep my sanity. But sometimes it’s not the best course of action, my friend told me that she have many unresolved issue or things that she just didn’t care enough. From her experience as foreigner in foreign country, self-reliant and don’t give a f#$k sometimes is the best way to move forward, but sometimes it is a time bomb waiting to explode. She mentioned that she is due to her resilient, she stuck on her “stressor” for quite a long time.

I’m running out of f%#ck

This stressor can be anything, family, pet, work, etc. Maybe she didn’t realize, or didn’t care and this act of self-numbing is closed to the resilience as well as detachment, the didn’t give a f#%k attitude. The output can be good or bad, for me so far it’s not bad, I guess being middle-class, I don’t have luxury of aware regarding mental issue, but in her case, the output is bad. I love her metaphorical, just like acne that didn’t treat right might be bad for your face ha ha. Her therapy actually mentioned that quick stress relief is not effective, for her, she needed something more. A huge task and hopefully she can find resolution to this issue.

And sadly, since mental issue is becoming hot topic, I kinda hate the fact that society somehow makes it normal to have issue rather than cure it. Just like society embrace LGBTQ-etc (I don’t know what other alphabet they added since it kinda embracing anything nowadays, I just called it alphabet people from now on) and makes it normal for things that supposedly not normal, like genderless, I know I sounded like bitter-old-man and I’m probably is, but don’t tell me to accept people that even can’t accept their appointed gender from birth. I don’t have problem with them as long as they just being themselves and minding their own business, but it’s the act that we all have to accept it despite our belief is what irritating me. Don’t modern society accept agree to disagree? If I’m against it I’m a homophobic, etc. There are no middle ground or something?

Most of people I know that identify as the alphabet people actually have issue that didn’t resolve in their past, like sexually abuse, or something. Only small margin just bored of normal sex and try same sex and they hooked up and decided that this is the way for them ha ha. So yeah, mostly it happened to mental issue, according to my bias observation though (no data to support).

I can rambling about it all day despite I said that I don’t give a f#%k which ironically shows that deep down inside, I do care. So yeah, that’s why some people decided to delete their social media account, to have some peace of mind. Like what I wrote long time ago in this blog. Social media, this interconnected society makes us can communicate with people so far away that probably doesn’t need our attention. As if we can’t differentiate between voices and noises. Just like my old blog, we actually didn’t need validation from everyone, just the one who matter the most. Our family or inner circle. Sadly social media makes the boundary too fluid or lose and we give a f#%k for every noises from social media.

So what’s the conclusion? Well, just like words from some book or from someone regarding to find what our purpose is or what matter most for us, pay attention to what are you paying attention to. Those things probably matters most to you. Also when we were young, the didn’t give a f%#k attitude is cool but as I’m getting older, I realize that being care enough for someone else is also cool and show that you’re responsible. And next time people say they don’t care, probably they just don’t show it, or at the very least curious though ha ha. I mean once we care enough for something, it’s hard to just don’t care to things that we once care, probably like the title said, It’s Not Like I didn’t care, I just didn’t show it

Sandro Tonali, A Reminder that this world is not fair. And it’s OK

Well, unless you’re a football fan (soccer for uneducated US citizen) you probably didn’t know who is Sandro Tonali. To make it short, he is an Italian national team player, ex-AC Milan player who is now play for Newcastle United. His transfer from AC Milan is very controversial for Milanisty (AC Milan fan) because no one expecting this.

Context, Sandro Tonali is (or maybe will) always be AC Milan fan, even from early days. He wants to be AC Milan. And when AC Milan is in crisis (financially, reputably and even in performance), he is willing to join AC Milan, even when his salary is cut. His times in Milan is really exceptional. His performance is consistent, his loyalty is admirable and he is fan favorite. Almost everyone expecting he will be the next Maldini, a legend in Milan. He is a successor to Andrea Pirlo and a very good midfielder.

But after some turmoil in Milan, begin with the dismissal of Maldini from Milan board, a sign that some drastic changes will come, suddenly Tonali was sold to Newcastle for a high price. Milan sold their crown jewel, one of the best talent and future star.

Can you understand the pain and hurt he felt? He was in seven heaven since he join AC Milan, he give everything, his pride and joy, even shares his guilt and loss with AC Milan. If this is the old Milan who place their player as family, this won’t happen (context this is the club that retired number 6 reserved for their very own legend only Franco Baressi, and most of their retired player became staff, member or still joining the team in the background), but since football now is such an industry, money came first.

Thus, Tonali leaves Milan with a heartbreaking farewell and even still hope that someday he could came home to Milan. Me, as fan, wonder about the future of Milan, hopefully this new bold and aggressive will bring good things in the future. Sure money from Tonali making Milan can buy more player (and they actually did) but people seems to forget that there are an era where Milan I financed by Chinese promotor, bought many player (almost 11 new player) and the result…well the era will be remembered as Milan banter era ha ha.

Then again, we never know what the future holds or what the future will be, but hopefully Milan will be a better club because of Tonali (he really takes one for the team) and someday he will return to Milan again when Milan has restored it’s former glory and beyond. Seriously, this story is a reminder that the world is not fair. Just because you treat wild animal with respect and care, it doesn’t mean that they will treat you the same. It is a savage and wild world, and the world is never fair. We have to deal with this.

Maybe just like the old saying, when the storm is coming, we have to learn to dance in the rain rather than sulking in the corner and cry about it. Once again, it’s true that sometimes the card that was dealt for us isn’t a good card, but to fold or to carryon in the game is ours to decide. Or in the life and death situation, you can fight or flight, even in scenario where we have no choice but fight, I’d rather fight with everything that I have and got beaten or killed rather that wishing what I could have and still beaten or killed ha ha, I mean we fight with everything we have not with thing we wish we have.

The world is unfair, but only f we see from only our point of view. Like we seeing a “priviledge” kid get success and we just dismissed his effort to achieve that position. Sure he have all the resources, but if the kid didn’t do $hit, it’s probably failure just like the rest of us. If the kid succeeded, it is to be expected and if the kid failed, the mockery is multiplied. So yeahm each and every one of us carry a different burden, fight a different war, so just focus on things that we can cantrol, handle or anticipate rather than things we can not control. Sure the outcome can not be predicted, but our response to it needed to be controlled, like hope for the best while prepared for the worst, or in Islam, try your hardest and leave the rest to Allah for he know what it is best for us.

Once again, all the best of wishes for Tonali, hopefully your sacrifice will be for the better (for AC Milan and his personal career) and one day you can return to AC Milan again. His debut in Newcastle is magnificent, hopefully he became a legend wherever he decided to play and hopefully one day he could return to Milan. Thanks for everything Sandro, all the best wishes for you, Kudos.

Tavoric, the JDM Sub Military Homage

I already have a Blancpain Fifty Fathom Homage, The very good Steeldive 1952 to replace my once previous holygrail Steinhart. Steeldive have all the check marks but still that Rolex influence somehow still makes me want something familiar like that. So when somehow I stumble this watch…it’s kinda like wow! I like it!!! Really, really really really like it.

Seems nice right?

This watch is called Tavoric, a Japanese domestic market watch. It’s really hard to find info on this watch. Maybe most of it is in Japanese and even some of it only tells a story rather than review it. Gladly there is one YouTube channel who reviewed it that makes me feel…yeah this watch is OK. And I bought it he he. This is a well used watch IMHO. And oh, it seems that I bought the watch from the guy who makes YouTube video of it he he.

So yeah, first thing first, specification:

  • Miyota 9015 movement. Highbeat 28.800 Bpm with hacking function
  • 40mm diameter, 48mm including crown
  • 48mm lug to lug
  • 11mm thickness
  • unidirectional bezel
  • 100m water resistant
  • Saphire glass

First thing I realize when I held this watch is….it is light, almost like a cheap watch ha ha. Probably this is the type of watch that were sell in department store (imagine watch from Target, Walmart or any non serious watch store), it looks like an expensive watch but the devil is in details. And the faux facade is crumbled immediately. It doesn’t feel firm or…tough or something, kinda fragile a little. But don’t get me wrong, it still feels solid, it’s just felt…not a beater watch.

It doesn’t mean the watch is bad, on contrary, this watch feels like a middle class person if watch have hierarchy (and yes watch have hierarchy). This watch isn’t bad but isn’t good, mediocre? Not really. I mean, the movement itself is wonderful, high beat Miyota. On par with my previous Steinhart OVM in terms of performance, but yeah, not the most refined or well decorated or even silent movement (the rotation rotor sometimes could be heard) but nonetheless, in movement department, this watch shines brightly. But…there is a but, Miyota 9015 is a lower class of Miyota so yeah, the winding isn’t satisfying, the crown kinda wobbly, even the dial kinda move a little (maybe need a service since it’s been a while or this watch already have more than five years since production, 10 years if my calculation is right), etc…still to see the smooth sweeping is satisfying ha ha. Thank God for that.

Nice movement, with some identity

Sadly everything else besides movement is kinda tumbling down. The glass is probably mineral (though in Japanese website mentioned it is saphire but….I don’t know) and it is flat (this is the first time flat glass makes the watch kinda dull for me, maybe dome watch will make it better). Sure it makes the watch thin but aesthetically is dull nonetheless. The dial is minimalist, even the upper side is almost blank, the logo and information is on the under part of dial. Honestly it looks good but somehow…bland. No lume whatsoever but the patina is…beautiful somehow. As if the 10 years old watch have it shares of adventure from previous user.

The bezel action is solid, 120 clicks with smooth rotation. Maybe for some people, the green Kermit is beautiful, but for me kinda hard to find a suitable straps, at least in color department, but it has it charms. The back case also cool. Tavoric logo is implemented in nice orderly fashion (Tavoric has cool logo though).

The size itself is classic Rolex, almost exact replica of submil Rolex like my previous Steinhart. With sword hands and what I consider perfect size for most people (20mm strap, 40mm diameter, a classic Rolex). This is the sweet spot for almost everyone. And the thickness…Miyota movement made the case so thin, it is marvelous.

Thin like supermodel in the old days he he

Honestly, due to the lightness, sometimes I forgot I wear a watch, either this is a good thing or a bad thing depends on your preference, thus comfortability factor is a plus. And this watch could be dressed-up or dressed down, though honestly dressed down is more likely since this watch is kinda “cheap” if you look it from near distance he he. But yeah this is a good watch.

To sum it all, this is a good watch, not a great watch. Honestly, if I have the budget, I wanna switch this movement into a difference case he he. The only great things about this watch is the sweeping seconds, the movement itself speak confidence ha ha. It’s kinda like have a small modest city car but with an engine that actually can race. But sometimes as if the movement seems out of place. Maybe because it is an old watch thus it doesn’t preserve the firm or classic style of Rolex submariner style, but then again, the sweeping second hands is a bliss to watch and somehow it is all that matters to me (though I’m still kinda wanna swap this movement into another submarinet style case.

Sanda 9031, The Smaller Cartier Tank Homage

Cartier Tank, an icon, a legend, an enigma shrouded in mystery. This watch is one of the most desirable watch in the world but some people just hesitate to get it for the main reason…the notorious size. Cartier tank is too small for some man (even some called it woman size), even the XL size.

But then again, what is too small? Muhammad Ali showed us that real man can wear it, and more man shows that this watch is unisex, and if you confidence to wear it, who cares if people said it’s too small. And for a connoisseur of small watch, this is right in my alley.

Another con of this watch is…the movement. For a Quartz watch (sure there are automatic movement), the price is insane, especially since people consider Cartier as fashion watch (not enthusiast or specialized brand). Which I wholeheartedly agree, I always have this mindset that automatic should’ve priced higher due to its more complexity movement.

Thus, homage is the way to go if you can’t visit authorized Cartier dealer, just to have the taste of things to come (or just don’t wanna waste huge amount of cash for this watch), akternative is the way to go. And thanks to fellow watch communities, I found a low cost homage called Sanda from China that kinda highlly recommended.

And just like Cartier itself, the size is really confusing for inexperience person. Rectangle watch have tendency to be bigger, thus the sizing of the watch will be tricky, like some people thinks that Cartier tank extra-large even too big while for some it’s too small. Sanda have to size, the large one Sanda 1108 and the smaller one 9031. The Chinese seller categorized it as man and women watch (kinda like sold pair watch but sold separately).

Lazy homage indeed

After seeing the review by other watch enthusiast, most review Sanda 1108, after realize that the large one have 20mm strap, as a small watch connoisseur, I double down on my somehow preferred strap size, the 18mm (though the site said that the size is 17mm but yeah, it counts). Thus I ordered the smaller option with a worried that it might be too small, even for my taste, but I have this weird enlightenment that if it’s too small, you can wear it as bracelet or I could gave it to my wife (like my previous Titus he he).

The difference is subtle but make a huge impact for wrist presence

Finally the watch came, and the specs are :

  • Width 24mm (27mm including crow)
  • Lug to Lug 30mm
  • Thickness 6mm
  • Lug width 18mm
  • Case Alloy Chrome Plated (Back case Stainless Steel)
  • Mineral Crystal glass
  • Water Resistant 3 Bar
  • Quartz Epson PC20S
  • Genuine Leather Strap? With Buckle Stainlees Steel model cartier tank solo


The package is just a simple plastic with Sanda brand on it, nothing to write home about. What matters is the watch and it somehow…deliver? I mean the first glance is awesome. This watch is almost an exact replica of Cartier tank solo, no doubt about it. I never had problem with homage until I came to the bottom tier of homage (cheap territory) and somehow this watch is probably on that level, an almost exact replica, though for some this is a good thing (taste of things to come or a test drive before buying the real one). But the devil in the details and then you knew why the price is cheap he he. Let’s disect this watch shall we.

Actually really, really good

I mean, this watch is faithful (lazy) homage and for some a good thing, but all the pros and cons applied. First, the movement, though it’s actually quite good (Epson is like some sister group of Seiko) and the absence of second hand actually make the whole looks more “sophisticated” in some way. The fact that the movement is a dedicated two hands (no second hand) is actually a good thing, it makes the kinda cluttered dial (that weird Romanian numbers which kinda tilted to left in the 6-9 area is makes me feel icky at first). Sure the ticking sound is there (it is quartz after all) but it subtle that you might not hear it unless you put it in your ear.

My first complain is the strap, it’s not like the strap is bad, for a watch this price, the “genuine leather” surprisingly comfortable, my complain is the size. This watch have 17mm strap (the bigger one have 19mm) and my existing 18mm strap, nato, perlon is not compatible with this watch, so unless it is leather (a thin one) it won’t adapt well with this watch. Don’t know how, the position of the lug make it hard to fit 18mm strap. And the crazy part is, my 16mm strap is too small for this ha ha.

Fit well with my 17cm wrist

Some would be hesitant due to the fact that the case is not stainless steel (only the back case stainless) but if you treat it as a dress watch, you won’t have a problem of rusting and paint chipped or the mineral glass is shattered. Water resistant? Not really believe the 30m water resistant ha ha. But this is quite a watch. Me? I’m gonna abuse this baby like my other watch ha ha. The price won’t make me feel sad if it’s broken.

The only part that is stainless, the back case ha ha

Honestly, it is hard to make a review of this watch (probably also review Cartier watch as a “fashion watch”), this watch specifically is nothing special, but at least it is above average, especially for the price. This watch is the epitome of all style no substance but in a good way. What can I say, if you don’t wanna waste big pile of money for Cartier tank, this is the alternative, a good one I might add. So, if you wanna know why every watch enthusiast thinks Cartier tank is awesome, you could tell by yourself. For me, this watch is beautiful and awesome. Thanks Cartier for the design he he.

Not too shabby for me eh? Really nice

The Amazing Sugess Air Command

Recently, I just found out that Sugess makes another homage with ST19 Seagull movement, again kinda boring though, but this one is special, for me at least, they make a homage of Blancpain Air Command!!! I sell my previous Sugess Chronograph (thank God that watch is beautiful so no wonder there will be buyer for it) to upgrade into this one ha ha. And voila, I bought it in a heartbeat, no regret whatsover somehow.

Nice homage

After waiting for a while, finally it arrives!!! And again, the packaging is the same as the previous Sugess, nothing to write home about. It came with two easy replace leather strap but with so-so quality (not comfortable if you ask me). It also came with a manual but…it could be applied to any ST19 movement watch. Nothing special in packaging area, carry on then.

But the watch itself…it is glorious!!!! To sum it, the rest of the blog probably full of praise and a little complaint (cuz nothing is perfect, there always flaw(s) in everything). First thing first, the spec:

  • Type            : Chrono Heritage S423 (let’s just call it Air Command, it is cooler that way)
  • Diameter    : 42mm
  • Thickness  : 11.5mm (13mm with sapphire glass)
  • Lug width   : 22mm
  • Lug to Lug : 51mm
  • Glass         : Domed Sapphire Crystal
  • Movement  : Manual winding Caliber Seagull ST1901 (Gold Swan Neck Version), 21 Jewels
  • BPM           : 21,600 BPH
  • Power Reserve : 35+ Hours
  • Water Resistant : 5ATM (arguably)
Magnificent

This watch is a copy (homage, or anything you wanna call) of Blancpain Air Command, an almost exact replica with a slight difference (most notable dial branding and movement). The original is a beautiful watch with a big size (just like Fifty Fathom). And Blancpain heard the cries of many people who said the watch is too big so they make a smaller version of it, a 36.2mm diameter if it, which is a marvel just like the bigger brother, though I need to see the smaller version to decide whether the smaller is better suit for me. So far this one is perfect for me.

From Shreve Crump Low Youtube channel. The smaller one kinda have weird hands doesn’t it?

Back to the Sugess, this watch is a real show stopper. It’s huge but not ginormous or gigantic, it’s beautiful and it is commanding ha ha. Designwise, if you love Blancpain Air Command, you probably gonna love this. In Sugess Patek Phillipe homage, the brand Sugess on the dial is kinda out of place and annoying, but in this Air Command the word Sugess somehow blends beautifully with the whole dial aesthetic. The bezel also beautiful yet minimalistic, the bi-directional bezel with 24 clicks which is firm enough not to accidentally moved, just like the real Blancpain and most GMT watch (if Sugess decided to make GMT watch, this bezel is primed for the whole GMT bezel needs). The printed dial is beautiful and symmetrical, kudos for Blancpain for design this beautiful specimen. Even if it’s crowded or busy, it still looks beautiful and elegant. The hands also commanding, with sword-pointy hands in all really points out the elegance of it’s design.

Busy and crowded but beautiful nonetheless

The watch also reasonably thick but not…fat? The case is beautifully designed. The upper view (dial) is gorgeous, the bottom side also marvelous with see through case showing the beautiful ST19 movement, side view is also good, though the side view have annoying part…the crown. The crown have this “ugly” brand of Sugess. The crown have this generic “S” that makes the watch less perfect. Thank God the pusher is a joy to behold, and hold to activate ha ha. To sum it, a proportional watch.

The best part is how the watch wears in my 17cm wrist, it fits somehow. Sure spec wise the size is big (commanding) but this is a pilot watch, it needs to be visible, but somehow this watch flawlessly fits into my wrist, unlike my Steeldive 1952 (the Blancpain fifty fathom homage). Both are long watch, both have 51mm lug to lug but somehow this Air Command seems more…wearable (the Steeldive would required a “perfect” or have to be fit strap to make the watch stand firm on my wrist). Probably this is due to the slope or curve in the lug, unlike the straight pointy lug in Fifty Fathom. Seriously, it is almost magical to wear it, kinda like seamlessly blends. Maybe it’s because the diameter and stap is bigger thus makes the proportion more compact. I really enjoys wearing this watch, I wonder of the smaller version is better or probably weird due to the comparison with the bigger brother. To me, this size is perfect.

Somehow Steeldive is bigger

The lume is very good, just like my previous Sugess, this one just like that but better, especially because the bezel also has lume. This watch is stands out in the light and in the dark, very visible as pilot watch should be. Shine bright like diamond he he.

Even the bezel have lume

What about movement? Well, standard ST19 movement. Pretty accurate, beautiful to look at and reliable. If there a downside, probably the ticking noise. It is noticeable, though only if you put it beside you when you sleep. Barely noticeable but still noticeable. But yeah, this movement is a heaven for micro brand to make an affordable chronograph mechanical watch. No complaint here. Oh yeah, about gold swan neck version, barely noticable unless you saw the back case when you activate the chronograph function. So IMHO not a must, the non-swan version is cheaper and still good. The snapback or flyback combine with the satisfying pusher makes chronograph activation and stopping a pure joy, all for an affordable price.

Beautiful movement

This watch is a very handsome watch, strap monster and you can dress it up or dress it down. A very versatile watch that could be wore in any occasion. If you don’t mind the fact that this is a homage, copy or whatever you call it. This one is a keeper for me. It’s big, not loud but gentle and demanding. A very awesome watch. Kudos for Blancpain for this watch (Sugess just blatanly homage it he he).

Pure strap monster

Kamen Rider Black Sun, The Grim, Realistic, Adult Oriented Tokusatsu

Kinda cool at first glance…and it is cool
I miss the “ka-ching” sounds

So, I finally saw Kamen Rider Black Sun, which is very good to sum it all ha ha. I mean, Kamen Rider Black the original is the Rider I grew up with, I saw it in local TV and instantly hooked with the story, characters, and especially the design of the Rider(s), I mean Shadow Moon is one of the best design of all time for me personally. I love the sounds he made while walking, the “ka-ching” sounds from his boot always brings shivers to me ha ha (but in this new iteration they didn’t have that!!! Bo!!!!).

Also, I love the darker tone of the original, with Gorgom almost demonic cult like organization (even when the show re-aired in local TV, some parents filed a complaints because the children are scared and crying, a pinnacle of great show of you ask me), Kamen Rider Black somehow become one of the great, with the dire, kinda sad ending that somehow continue with a sequel (a first in Kamen Rider show) that though didn’t share the tragic plot, still packs lots of great action and characters design.

Well, with that said, this new iteration is a “must” list for me. But with the weird cast announcement, even darker and realistic plot, this new show is very intriguing. And the day finally arrived, I binge-watch the whole show and boy what a ride it is!!! I gave it 7.5 or 8 out of 10. It’s very bleak, grim and even nihilistic but somehow it works, for me at least.

To be honest, the design and plot is more like the manga of Kamen Rider Black, with the insect like design of Kamen Rider (even Black and Shadow Moon design isn’t that different besides the color palete) and also the battle is more primal, gory and bloddy (decapatation, mutilation, blood, etc). But the show had it’s own “agenda” to tell, just like any other story in every era, sometimes the new iteration cater to new generation…but somehow this show cater more for the original fans that grew up with the show but matured. It’s like a pervertion of the old adage, sometimes we watch or read the same book but due to the experience, pain and growth we acquired, the show stay the same but our point of view changes and we gain new perspective and new value from that same media we consume. This show, show a new direction of the plot, toward the “adult” plot.

Kotaro vs Nobuhiko

What does the “adult” really stands for? Japanese story telling usually already contains matured plot with twist and turn that makes the viewer gasp or surprised, but this new plot is kinda a more matured theme somehow. In this world, Kaijin (human that can turned into monster) is living with normal human but treated as second class citizen. Some Kaijin decides to take the right way and declared Gorgom party to fight for Kaijin rights and equality but the war doesn’t end there. This discrimination reach a boiling point when some Kaijin finally decideds that “Hey, we’re stronger than human. Why we should abide by their law? They should’ve become our slaves” thus it escalates into real war.

That’s the synopsis of the plot. What intrigues me is the cast, Kotaro Minami is palyed by Hidetoshi Nishijima (the guy whose movie “Drive My Car” is nominated to Oscar) and “elderly” and veteran actor while the rest of the cast is…younger. Even Nobuhiko (the supposed to Rival and best friend) played by a younger actor which is weird…also most people will ask, why didn’t use Tetsuo Kurata, the original cast, he also old if you wanna make Kotaro older (but probably his controversy makes him not visible at the moment of 50th anniversary of Kamen Rider he he).

Sorry for the Bad Tetsuo Kurata image but..if they waneted to, they can use him but Hide also good

But yeah, after watch the whole series, understand the reason why he was much older than Nobuhiko or even Gorgom high priests, I kinda dig Hidetoshi as Kotaro. I mean, he already a fine actor, he aged like a fine wine and somehow his bitterness, self-loathe and pessimistic Kotaro really growing on me. Also the fact that watching a 50 plus year guy still playin role as Kamen Rider gave me hope or assuraance that I’m not too old to love Kamen Rider, or cosplay as one ha ha ha.

There are some twist in the tradional lore, and like I mentioned, this is for adult and the world is not black and white. There’s no eternal enemy or friend, only comrade in the same ideal, which happened to be easily twisted in front of reality. I mean,we can saw switching factions, cooperation, betrayal and murder in each characters, but we undertsand because they did it to achieve their goal. An this isn’t like cheap Netflix-way to give side characters extra screentime while diminishing the main character (e.g. The Witcher whith Henry Cavill only be the guy who was there while other characters play the bigger role, which for some people is the way to bring minority and other characters more screen time). In this show, everyone has their own agenda and to see the plot thickens with each action is really mezmerising. Even I understand why Nobuhiko switch side and join Gorgom in this show, unlike the orginal where they are fated to be the next Creation King and only one can be the King (you know what that means, fight to the death he he).

So realistic even Battle Hopper & Road Sector isn’t a character, just a bike

Also, I love the plot where the original Gorgom isn’t some cult or illuminaty cabal type, but some Kaijin that wants equality for them, but somewhere along the way they became cult like (even the three origin members became high priest). Or the Creation King somehow treated as some sort of God for Kaijin though the fact that Kaijin (mostly) only needs his/her essence or meat or liquid to produce “heaven” a substance that makes Kaijin regain their strength or maximize their potential and makes them maintain their youthful looks (that’s why Kotaro is older than Nobuhiko, he refuse to use heaven). It’s a sterotypical “power tend to corrupt” the story is really grim, realistic and somehow grounded.

Sure there are plotholes here and there, like if they can made heaven from human, why they still needs Creation King, just do some coup and enslave humanity, you got more than enough lifestocks to produce heaven.Why at first only Black sun and Shadowmoon can “henshin” (transform) and have secondary evolution more robot like form while other Kaijin only have organic more monstruos like form? But somehow Aoi, the girl Kotaro tried to protect and mutated into Kaijin somehow can also henshin and became more robotic, is this a norm for Kaijin or what? Or how come Kaijin only like an issue in Japan though the matter brought to United Nation and became some global phenomenon but it doesn’t showed what happened in other countries, and more but still, the plot is really good and I love it.

Even as the story ended in a cliffhanger like, or probably not since the fight for equality still raging on and that’s the idea probably. You gotta fight for your right, and what is good or better never comes easy. It needs sacrifice, dedication, sweat and tear and all that jazz. So yeah, the story ended with status quo somehow. Open for sequel? Hardly knowing what happened it’s kinda hard to imagine a continuity.

Still, in all the grim, bleak, nihillistic story, they gave a fan service in finale where they recreate the oepning of the original Kamen Rider, along with the original song. It’s enough to make grown man cry or happy ha ha. Sadly, the uplifting nature of the opening is a donwhill into purgatory somehow ha ha. Then again, I really loves the story, I hope more people can watch it, enjoy it and also learn something from it. This is a very good show.

Sugess Vintage Chronograph (Furlan Marri or Patek Phillipe 1463 Homage)

After seeing Baltic Bi-compax Chronograph have a quite good review and even crazy price (in Indonesia it’s sold for Rp. 14.000.000,- or approximately $ 944,96) I was stunned. I mean, that watch using Seagull 19t movement, the one I already had (that I sold because it was too Chinese, design wise and delicate for me) but what makes that watch so excellent?

Besides it is beautiful he he

Is a build quality or finishing could worth that much? Or it’s just marketing or the fact Baltix came from Europe (French to be exact)? Well I don’t have the answer but I have an itch to revisit Seagull movement. I mean, if it were sold that expensive, it has a qualification that have European standard or verified quality right? Right….?😅

So I just browsing to look another watch with Seagull movement, probably a homage of another iconic but not too lazy or exact copy of it, since one of my complaints with 1963 is that the watch is too Chinese for me ha ha. Then I found this Sugess….for a company that loves to rip-off design from others legends, this one is kinda subtle in the copy department….reminds me of Furlan Marri ha ha. I mean seriously, this almost an exact copy but the great part is Sugess is mechanical (while Furlan Marri is meca-quartz) so this is kinda an upgrade ha ha.

The resemblance is uncanny

The next step is to find a seller that willing to ship this baby to Indonesia from China and somehow I found a local guy from different island in Indonesia. So all systems go! 

But the fun part is, this type defined as Patek Phillipe homage1463, not Furlan Marri…still not complaining since from the picture this watch is beautiful. But for safety measures I chose blue gilded cuz at least the dial won’t be as disappointed if I choose the salmon dial that have high chance of ended up with brown dial (in my mind the blue color is safer to be f*%cked up he he. I mean it’s a basic blue, worst part either too blue or too light blue). 

The resemblance is too generic honestly

So, for Rp. 4.000.000,- or approximately $270 this watch is….awesome. I mean, it’s not the finesse or build quality that is awesome, but the overall package. This watch is really good, IMHO. Sure the box is below average and the quick release leather strap is nothing to write home about (the “genuine” leather is too stiff and too old looking for my taste) but this watch is very good.

Extra straps. Nice but the quality is kinda….meh he he

First thing first, spec:

  • Movement seagull st1901 mechanichal 
  • Material 316L stainlees Stell 
  • Sapphire crystal, maybe?
  • Diameter 38mm 
  • Thickness 13mm 
  • Weight 69 gram 
  • Lug 20mm 
  • Lug to lug 46 mm 

So yeah, this is the smaller one, the 38mm with 20mm strap, the other version is the bigger 41mm with 22mm strap, but since I own that lovely Rima Chronograph, the vintage small watch is my way to go now!!! Hashtag make small watch sexy again.

The glass is dome sapphire that radiates vintage vibe, it has drill lug to make switching strap easier (though it given quick release strap as default). I could say that design wise, this is a very good watch (because they are homage of a great watch?) and value for money is really good, mechanical Chronograph is expensive, but thanks to Seagull it can be affordable.

Size wise, this is as small as “modern” chronograph could be. A safe size for everyone probably. The build quality is actually pretty good. The brushed, the polished and the form of the case is really nice, not exceptionally astonishing, but really good. No sharp edges and comfortable to wear. Not too thick even with the dome glass.

The crown is kinda weird, etched with the “S” logo that didn’t blend well with the beautiful vintage style, the font is kinda too modern and that blue-ish “stain” on the crown, either the paint chipped off or just faded kinda diminishingly the beauty of this watch.

That “S” really didn’t blend with the whole watch

The movement is also good, it’s the reliable seagull movement that copying the venus movement and thanks to the see-through case, you could admire the beauty movement. Seriously, it is gorgeous and mesmerizing to look at. Also it is a safer bet than vintage Chronograph movement, and since it’s brand new, Chinese, no scarcity in parts department and probably cheaper to service.

Mezmerizing to say the least

The buttons is clicky. Nice to push and satisfied to reset. The flyback is fun and it’s kinda scared me whether I abused it or not since it’s fun to use the Chronograph function ha ha.

The dial is quite good. The details is also good. No dust in the dial and the numbers, hands and layout is really nice. An apple to my eye. This makes my sole reason to ditch Seagull 1963, too Chinese for my taste, is abolished. This felt like a European watch, until you read the brand, Sugess. Somehow that brand font kinda…didn’t blend with the beautiful aesthetic of the rest of the dial, seriously, the “Mechanical Chronograph” font is blending perfectly but the brand name just…stands out but in a bad way ha ha.

That “Sugess” kinda not blending to the whole aesthetic IMHO

The visibility? Well it’s easy to see though the design choices makes no lume applied to the hands, which kinda bad for some people but for me it’s OK. The dial, the hands, the case makes a cohesive beauty, especially to see from the top, every time I check time, a smile burst out to see this beautiful design. I guess thanks to Patek and Furlan Marri for the “inspiration” ha ha. It’s a complication that still feels simplistic.

Beautiful, classic and nice to look at.

If I want to complain (as if the box, paint in the crown, sub par leather straps and others didn’t count as complaints), probably in the little details. But the devil is in the details, and if you look “anything” hard enough or long enough, in details, you’ll see the flaws. It’s not like the flaw that I want to emphasize is hard to find, you’ll hear it he he. Yes, you can hear the movement ticking or sweeping, you can hear the shaft when it is pushed, especially when you’re in a silent environment like library or something. Sure it’s not loud like Timex loud (I even put my Timex in a drawer for it) but it is noticeable.

Another flaw is the water resistant, seriously the back case said it’s 5 ATM, but just like when I have Seagull 1963, I don’t have the confidence or even faith in it ha ha (espescially with the sound of the movement that is…loud?). It feels delicate or even dare I say….fragile? I mean Chronograph is a complicated complication and to abuse this watch is something that either I don’t have the guts or just cautious. This isn’t a beater watch that for sure, but as dressy piece? Absolutely ha ha (and that’s the problem, I’m a casual guy 😅). Also, didn’t trust Chinese product since I have bad experience with Chinese goods in the past he he.

Strap monster indeed

But in conclusion, I really love this watch. It really captures the vintage and elegant feels of the inspiration models, put it in the affordable price but still classy. I have this watch for more than 3 months and accuracy wise, it is reliable. So yeah, if you want to, buy this watch, or any other model that Sugess put. They got Zenith elprimo inspired, Hamilton inspired and so on. I happen to choose this one because it is more “generic” and didn’t resemble any iconic watch (but blatantly copied Furlan Marri though ha ha).

Respecting the 1963 pilot heritage, bundtrsap he he

PS: I just realized that the brand Sugess didn’t fit the classic and vintage style of the watch. It’s like the modern element didn’t fit the whole vintage vibe. Maybe if the dial is sterile it would be better. So, if you wanna buy Sugess Chronograph in other model, try to find something more modern he he.